|I Love My Burning Heart Series So Much!!!...=}|
It has been difficult yes I will not deny that but at the same time, I have found pieces of myself that are truly amazing than I could ever have hoped for.
So many things have changed my life I found my answer, to what was making me so sick.
I had a tumor..."That was" making me very sick, but it's gone now and for a while I have been recovering.
I won't lie, I was in a lot of pain when I woke up after the surgery...I understand now when people say that you're in so much pain that all you can do is just whimper instead of screaming at the top of your lungs that you want to so badly.
After a few days in the hospital I now living in an apartment, it's really nice here although getting used to the city noise takes some getting used to HA HA!
"Honestly" some of the things that have been getting me through the day has been Listening to official or fan made MLP music or videos, and watching my Little pony friendship is magic season five.
This is helped both as entertainment but more than anything to help find the pieces that are myself when I see the show.
After talking with my little sister and I agree that most the time, I act like Twilight sparkle...her personality and what she does between what I do there are some very strong similarities but she's not the only one.
Diamond Tiara, The stress of not understanding a talent that you have.
Moon Dancer, Feeling empty when a friend lets you down.
Sunset Shimmer, Letting anger and pride being your motivation.
Princess Luna, The pain in your heart when you feel like everything that you do is unappreciated.
Starlight Glimmer, I can understand how sad she felt when her only friend left her.
King Sombra, Allowing fear and darkness control your life.
I never would've have never thought that I can really relate to these pony's, at first they look one-sided not very deep characters, when you look at the show, read the comics, or watch the movies you see that they have a lot of depth to them.
These characters are a bit rough around the edges so to speak but each of them has a very interesting lesson that both young and old can take with them.
When the stress of life and other things slowly melt away you can see the part of yourself that maybe you didn't see before.
Some people may find some similarities to these characters as well not just me, so part two of this I will point out the positives of these pony's so stay tuned.
Until then God bless and remember to stay frosty my friends...=}
PS: I'm slowly coming back...=}
PPS: Happy Apple-Jack day!...=}
and honorable mention MLP video
God bless and happy holidays everyone...=}
Current Residence: Earth|
Favourite genre of music: Classical, Rock,
Operating System: Vista
MP3 player of choice: Creative: MP3
Favourite cartoon character: Bass (Megaman), Sephiroth (FF), Shadow (Sonic), Knuckles (Sonic), Metal (Sonic), Slur (Megaman)
Personal Quote: "Battle is my Forté." -Bass (Megaman)